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bagtooon:

I’m still… really ‘bad’ right now but I feel like having a new tumblr again. I’m going to try and use it differently so I’m not so sure how it’ll work out?

I’ll rarely re-blog things other than tutorials, art I REALLY like, or kitties to help me feel better TuT (and if I ever get fanart)
I’ve learnt to rant less and when I do, it it’s usually on twitter. 

Sooo, if anyone wants to they can find me other there as well as my art blog “Kannibalisch”.

bagtooon:

I’m still… really ‘bad’ right now but I feel like having a new tumblr again. I’m going to try and use it differently so I’m not so sure how it’ll work out?

I’ll rarely re-blog things other than tutorials, art I REALLY like, or kitties to help me feel better TuT (and if I ever get fanart)
I’ve learnt to rant less and when I do, it it’s usually on twitter. 

Sooo, if anyone wants to they can find me other there as well as my art blog “Kannibalisch”.

bagtooon:

I’m still… really ‘bad’ right now but I feel like having a new tumblr again. I’m going to try and use it differently so I’m not so sure how it’ll work out?

I’ll rarely re-blog things other than tutorials, art I REALLY like, or kitties to help me feel better TuT (and if I ever get fanart)
I’ve learnt to rant less and when I do, it it’s usually on twitter. 

Sooo, if anyone wants to they can find me other there as well as my art blog “Kannibalisch”.

bagtooon:

I’m still… really ‘bad’ right now but I feel like having a new tumblr again. I’m going to try and use it differently so I’m not so sure how it’ll work out?

I’ll rarely re-blog things other than tutorials, art I REALLY like, or kitties to help me feel better TuT (and if I ever get fanart)
I’ve learnt to rant less and when I do, it it’s usually on twitter. 

Sooo, if anyone wants to they can find me other there as well as my art blog “Kannibalisch”.

bagtooon:

I’m still… really ‘bad’ right now but I feel like having a new tumblr again. I’m going to try and use it differently so I’m not so sure how it’ll work out?

I’ll rarely re-blog things other than tutorials, art I REALLY like, or kitties to help me feel better TuT (and if I ever get fanart)
I’ve learnt to rant less and when I do, it it’s usually on twitter. 

Sooo, if anyone wants to they can find me other there as well as my art blog “Kannibalisch”.

bagtooon:

I’m still… really ‘bad’ right now but I feel like having a new tumblr again. I’m going to try and use it differently so I’m not so sure how it’ll work out?

I’ll rarely re-blog things other than tutorials, art I REALLY like, or kitties to help me feel better TuT (and if I ever get fanart)
I’ve learnt to rant less and when I do, it it’s usually on twitter. 

Sooo, if anyone wants to they can find me other there as well as my art blog “Kannibalisch”.

bagtooon:

I’m still… really ‘bad’ right now but I feel like having a new tumblr again. I’m going to try and use it differently so I’m not so sure how it’ll work out?

I’ll rarely re-blog things other than tutorials, art I REALLY like, or kitties to help me feel better TuT (and if I ever get fanart)
I’ve learnt to rant less and when I do, it it’s usually on twitter. 

Sooo, if anyone wants to they can find me other there as well as my art blog “Kannibalisch”.

bagtooon:

I’m still… really ‘bad’ right now but I feel like having a new tumblr again. I’m going to try and use it differently so I’m not so sure how it’ll work out?

I’ll rarely re-blog things other than tutorials, art I REALLY like, or kitties to help me feel better TuT (and if I ever get fanart)
I’ve learnt to rant less and when I do, it it’s usually on twitter. 

Sooo, if anyone wants to they can find me other there as well as my art blog “Kannibalisch”.

I’m still… really ‘bad’ right now but I feel like having a new tumblr again. I’m going to try and use it differently so I’m not so sure how it’ll work out?

I’ll rarely re-blog things other than tutorials, art I REALLY like, or kitties to help me feel better TuT (and if I ever get fanart)
I’ve learnt to rant less and when I do, it it’s usually on twitter. 

Sooo, if anyone wants to they can find me other there as well as my art blog “Kannibalisch”.

Hahahahahahahahahahahaa - I’m Sorry.

samibal-the-cannibal:

OOC: I so completely lied. It’s almost been a year and I didn’t continue this shit.

It just made me feel better to say it when I knew it wasn’t going to happen.
I’m such a dick.

It’s his 3rd anni in 9 more days on the 15th.

—-

I might as well tell you what I was planning since it will most likely never happen.
———-

Joey lost all memory of “Cannibal” Sam. Sam was relieved and saw it as a second chance. Which it was. But he saw it in a different way. Instead of trying to correct his ways he instead tried to repeat history in a better way.

By feeding Joey Who meat little pieces at a time to see his reaction, to see how he felt, see if he liked it or not. But every time Joey ate a piece of ‘bad’ meat he would regain lost memory.

Joey thought he was just remembering a nightmare but after so many times he remembers everything. He isn’t Paranoid!Joey though. He had his mind, but he’s disgusted, scared, and fearful of what Sam has done.

He doesn’t know what to do. This isn’t right. And he knew there was no way he would persuade Sam otherwise. So after thinking about all of his options he makes a decision. “That the fans were sorta suppose to make.”

Which was either “Kill Sam.” or “Contact the WhoPolice of Sam’s actions.”

Either, Sam would die in Joey’s arms, or Joey would watch Sam leave to WhoPrison where he would be executed. Either way he would die.

So, Cannibal Sam ends. Joey is free. But he feels empty. So very empty. Like he made the wrong choice.
He just can’t live without Sam. He can’t live without his stupid smile or his idiot actions. So he ends his life.

And that was going to be the end of this blog.
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But I don’t think I will ever be able to play this out. Maybe some day I will when inspiration hits and I’m in a better place. But I can’t with my condition right now.

Thank you so much for every one of you who enjoyed Samibal. You guys made this blog one of the best things in my life. I’ll never forget this.
Thank you.

Wow I haven’t been on this blog in what feels like forever.

I just wanted to reblog this here for those who enjoyed Samibal.

Goodbye once again.

Goodbye / Leaving?

(I am NOT trigger warning anything in this post. I don’t honestly like the whole TW: shit. since most people don’t actually have a trigger they just don’t want to see it.)

It’s almost been a week since I’ve been on this account or said a thing here.

A few of you may have seen but not noticed but a week ago I ended up in a huge depression and posted a post that suggested self harming.

And in the past week I’ve…

Anyways. I’ve been trying to get out of this huge depression I’ve been in and i’ve been up and down. The moment I feel like I’m gonna be out of it and actually be OKAY something happens that makes me so depressed I just wish my life would end already. I haven’t been in a good place.

My family has no idea what I’ve been doing to myself nor so I plan on ever telling them, they wont be able to see it anyways I do it in a place they wont see as long as I wear a shirt with sleeves. (If any of you know me in person please do NOT tell anyone from my family. I do not do it to kill myself or to make myself bleed out. I will be fine.)

I did it at first because I remembered my doctor basically saying I wasn’t depressed unless I harm myself or attempted suicide. So I did it so I could get help. I also thought maybe it would help me some how. And honestly theirs something about seeing the blood bead up and come to the surface thats sort of.. calming? Most the time I never do it deep enough to get to the point where it drips from the spot. It normally just makes a red line to the surface. But I think I finally know how to do it properly to get that point where it drips a bit. That’s the calming part that I need.

I’m not ‘back’. I don’t think tumblr is a very good place. It takes up so much time and I’m obsessed with refreshing to see a new post it’s so dumb.

I’m not deleting this account or moving. I think I’m just going to ‘leave’. But I still have my other account. I’m gonna keep my artblog and the account it’s on. I may post things here every now and then like my commission page to try and get commissioners. Since this account actually has like 2x as much followers than it does.

I’m not really sure what else to say. I still go on skype and I’m on Twitter more than anything else.

I just really need to get back to drawing and spend less time wasted. I need to find that thing that makes me happy and surround myself with that. I need to find a friend. A TRUE friend. Someone who won’t just stop talking when we’re in different fandoms. Someone who has a lot of same interests as me and we just end up being best friends. Someone who I talk to a lot and we can’t wait to chat with each other. I dunno.. something like that.
But most of all I need to make a new life. To find myself and become a new person. I hope I can do this, it’ll be hard but I think I can do it.

I guess this is sort of goodbye? Again I still have my artblog Kannibalisch so if you still want to see my art I suggest following that one and unfollowing this one? I also post a few WIPS of my art or things I’m doing on my Twitter.
And I still have my Deviantart.

So goodbye for now everyone. I hope to see you on my artblog, twitter, or DA.

I hope you all have a fantastic day.

NO! Not like that. In life, you can make it. Please, stop. I'm sorry I misunderstood. Don't do this, you're making me sad. I don't want you to hurt.
Anonymous

Sorry, I knew what you meant.

I just wanted to do one single little cut but I can’t even do that.

Don’t worry I stopped trying now. Don’t be sad okay? I don’t want to do that to anyone.

You can do it.
Anonymous

Oh thanks, I’ll keep at it.

I can’t do it

I really need to disappear for a while but it’s come to the point that tumblr/internet is 100% my life and without it I’m sitting on my best staring at a black screened TV on the wall.

I don’t know how to distance myself.

I started with skype but that doesn’t fucking matter because I’m rarely EVER talking to anyone on that anyways.